2003-11-18 - 9:07 p.m.
I want to go home I want to go home I want to go home. I have been feeling like I have been in a hotel for 3 weeks. I keep juming up....and thinking to myself " i want to go home." I will drive up fort street, about to turn off at my old house.........or think to myself, "I am going to visit my parents." But, thery are not there, and neither am I. I think my house is still the way it was, pictures are still hanging, cupboards still full....my room........ full of everything i own. But it's not the same, I remember it the way I want to remember. My home.........it is empty now, no one showing pride in it, no one loving it like i did. My home is gone.................so many memories, disappear into dust. It was a place I could always feel comfort, always remember pain.......it's gone now. But, in my mind....all my memories are still there, every picture hanging on the wall, everything is there.........waiting for me to come home.
