2002-05-07 - 5:23 p.m.
Life is really slow moving right now. I keep on waiting for something exciting to happen, but I end up rewinding my life and doing the same damn thing every week. It's weird not having anyone left. Getting Erin to come out is like trying to lure a cat into a bath tub. But somehow now, It doesn't shock me how it used to. It's just this listless routine, it's not like I actually think she will make an appearance, It might be in the back of my mind. My life requires drama, I am in dire need of it, I crave it.....It's my herion......but lately it doesn't come too easily. Time for dinner....same old, same old
