2003-04-04 - 3:00 p.m.
Ahhh......I am so evil. I don't try to be, but it's just so easy. I don't know what to do tonight, I am so tired and confused. I have some tequila beverage in the back of my car, maybe I shall have just one. Cody is in jail, Eric and I are having a hard time caring. I actually care more than he does but that still isn't much. He's had such a hard life and it's so hard to watch him falling apart. Every time something bad happened in his life, he just got up and tried again. I think he's just sick of being screwed over in life and I don't balme him, I think most people would be dead right now. It's the drugs. YOU HEAR THAT KIDS: DON'T DO DRUGS. They are an awful thing......they might feel good at the moment, but they can screw up anyone.
