2003-12-13 - 11:48 p.m.
girls eating habits are crary.......ever since i have been off the pill.........i never eat........i am NEVER hungry....i feel like i have to force myself to eat........i wake up in the morning feeling like shit.......yet i am not hungry....yet i don't eat.....weird. bits and bites.....a handful..thats all i had today. I am enjoying drawing again, I am not great at it....i am ok. I can't draw faces........just naked bodies...no clothes....i guess that is too hard...my computer is fucked.......waste of 1200 dollars..it works fine...picture is fucked........should i fix it??? extended warrantee calling! did i sp that right??? the big 2-1 on wed...michelle is coming, scary news...i like her.......but she is nuts...calling all crazy mums........i feel like high school....the not eating, drawing crap, talking about michelle, no fake nails in grade 11, staying up, addicted to tv.........i love erin, she is wonderdful....everyone should have a friend like erin.....partially crazy (sp?) pp called...i hope she gets hit by a car, no one talks back to me.......cocky ass, bitch.... i want to fly away. will someone fly away with me??? Back in time??? to redo the things that i have done?? to fix my mistakes? to do what I should have done??? would have made anything change? i am sad
