2003-05-24 - 8:44 p.m.
Coffee is far too much for me, ever since that shot of espresso far too long ago it's like i can't get a grip. i have never had an addiction like this before; accept ciggarettes, tylenol, and my regular dose of whiskey.
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I went camping last weekend, needless to say my bruises are still healing, it's all far too much for me.
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I wish i had something meaningful to say, but my life is far too weird and scary right now, i'd rather not talk about it. i am not on the same level as anyone, i am like a 12 year old trapped in a 20 year olds body. life is moving far too fast for me; i feel like i have so much more to do, and this is NOT what i am supposed to be doing. i'm worried that i will never feel satisfied with myself if i don't see the world and discover myself. to tell you the truth, i really don't know who i am anymore
