2003-12-17 - 6:56 p.m.
This has been the worst birthday/ day of my life. Why am I so stupid and selfish. Why do I hurt people? I know I am doing the right thing. Life is too difficult and I can't believe this chapter of my life is over. Why do I feel so sad? I can't go back this time. I know I can't. What if I am doing the wrong thing. It's like th song "with or without you".....damn singers, they always know how to make you cry when you are at you weakest.
