2003-04-08 - 2:48 p.m.
My exam date is drawing near. I am scared. I can't believe 2 years of work will be determined in one day. Next thursday I will be freaking out beyond belief. I feel like I know nothing. I keep on asking people to test me, I get every question right, when I get one wrong, I'm happy. I think I would be more satisfied if I were to fail, I am so used to it. I would not be suprised if I did, I always fail tests. I don't know what it is, I think I just freeze and forget everything. 65% is a pass, I don't think I have ever recieved more than 50 % on a test in my life. Another thing, I suck at math; 25% of the questions are math.
I've had a tradition since grade 10 or so, after exams, I go get really drunk with a bunch of friends; it's kinda a release from all the stress. I never see why I did it, I never studied anyway. After the exam, my friend is meeting me and we are going to have a little drinking session, I don't know if it will be as fun when I'm not wearing a kilt, but we'll see.
So, everything seems ok with Al again. I think Brandon is going to tell him about Nicole, I really want to be there when that happens.
Michelle and Daniel broke up. It kinda sucks, I love those two. But I love Michelle more!
Michelle, this is for you (I found it in one of the first entries in my diary; it's kinda cheesy, but oh well :)
I’ll be there
If you've got secrets you want to tell,
we can talk all day long.
If your dreams get broken somehow,
I'll remind you that you belong.
If you need some place to hide,
you can hold my hand for a while.
If your sky begins to fall,
I'll stay with you 'til you smile.
whenever you need some space,
there's my room - you can take it.
If someone breaks your heart,
together we'll unbreak it.
When you feel sad or empty inside,
I'll show you you're not alone.
If you get lost out there,
I'll come and take you home.
I'll go with you somewhere else,
when you need to get away.
And when nothing seems to be going right,
and you need a friend...
I'll stay
I love you Michelle, you'll be ok. Just stay away from brainless boys and booze!
